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August 05

1986年版的<WE ARE THE WORLD>

真的是太巧合了吗?整理房间时发现了小时候听的老磁带。

其中一盒是1986年版的<WE ARE THE WORLD>,还是国人集体翻唱版本!!!

更神奇的是,竟然在我的恢复下还能正常播放!!!!!!

这也许就是缘分吧。。。。

July 31

08/7.31-09/7.31一周年——It's a day from rain.

晨雨,沾满褐色泥沙的心,如魍魉在雾界中穿行。

阳光在潮湿的余欲中缓缓繁衍开来。

照耀着粘腻皮肤与墙角青苔。

为何蒸发不掉这恼人的湿气,每年今日都是如此。

惟有冗长的等待……等待……等待,

等待谎言,等待欺骗,等待伤害,等待崩塌……

 

如果可以,我会亲手杀了你们!用最残忍的方式折磨你们!!

就象你们当年今日对待我那样,全部还清!!

 

这世间,恶的能量永远守恒着传递延续着。

善却被不断地扼杀,只有当善的发生比率高于恶时,才能缓解一些道德的平衡。

BGM更新:ROSA-movie mix——FROM YOSHIKI VIOLET UK

July 06

价值

一个伟大的艺术家消逝了;一段人类文明的历史终结了。

当所有人都把精力集中到他的遗产和名声上时,当所有人都追风争相购买他的CD时,

当所有人都继续发着逝人财时,当所有人都在唏嘘或幸灾乐祸时……

你们还没意识到,真正的价值在这些物质以外——那就是他本身!

这将会是一个永恒的痛楚,永远都无法愈合,在心灵里生生地挖空一块。

他的辉煌,他的耀眼,他的痛苦与肮脏,快乐与骄傲,都是永恒孤独的。

 

[这是一种什么样的感觉啊,这是一种什么样的感觉啊,这是一种什么样的感觉啊,当你抱着一颗冰冷的心孑然一身。] 

Stranger in Moscow

michael jackson

i was wandering in the rain
mask of life, feelin' insane
swift and sudden fall from grace
sunny days seem far away
kremlin's shadow belittlin' me
stalin's tomb won't let me be
on and on and on it came
wish the rain would just let me

 

how does it feel (how does it feel)
how does it feel
how does it feel
when you're alone
and you're cold inside

 

here abandoned in my fame
armageddon of the brain
kgb was doggin' me
take my name and just let me be
then a begger boy called my name
happy days will drown the pain
on and on and on it came
and again, and again, and again...
take my name and just let me be

 

how does it feel (how does it feel)
how does it feel
how does it feel
how does it feel
how does it feel (how does it feel now)
how does it feel
how does it feel
when you're alone
and you're cold inside


how does it feel (how does it feel)
how does it feel
how does it feel
how does it feel
how does it feel (how does it feel now)
how does it feel
how does it feel
when you're alone
and you're cold inside

 

like stranger in moscow
like stranger in moscow


we're talkin' danger
we're talkin' danger, baby
like stranger in moscow
we're talkin' danger
we're talkin' danger, baby
like stranger in moscow
i'm live in lonely
i'm live in lonely, baby
stranger in moscow
(kgb interrogator -
russian to english translation)
"why have you come from the west?
confess! to steal the great achievments of
the people, the accomplishments of the workers..."

June 16

LADY GAGA!!新时代的女神~~~~

 
多么性感的灵魂,多么张扬媚惑的实力歌手,多么才华横溢的神奇女性!!!!!!
不禁大声在心底感叹,WAHHHHO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
放下加班和扣钱的破事,为她尖叫,为她沉沦吧!!!!!!!!
至少我的灵魂已被她深深打动!!!!!!!!
很久没有歌手和艺人可以让我这样激情澎湃了。看她的现场绝对比听录音室的CD版精彩!!
BGM更新为她的DISCO版本的POKER FACE,以下连接地址为现场的不插电版本。
个人更喜欢现场的!!

Lady Gaga - Poker Face (Acoustic) LIVE

 
April 06

+++末日之钟+++(5月13日更新-leave out all the rest)

ALL SONGS FROM LINKIN PARK——[Minutes to Midnight]

翻译——CAT

 

[省略其余一切(仅此而已)]Leave out all the rest

 

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared

我梦见我迷路了,你是那么害怕。
but no one would listen,'cause no one else cared

但是没人会倾听,因为(除了你)没有人关心。
after my dreaming, I woke with this fear

梦走了,我带着这份恐惧醒来。
what am I leaving when I'm done here?

假如我在透支前离开这里会怎样?
so if you're asking me, I want you to know

如果你问我,我想让你知道。

 

when my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

当我离开人世,原谅我所做的一切。

help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

为我省略那些不需要的理由。
don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

别再恨我。当你感到空虚,
keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

将我封存在你的记忆。仅此而已。
leave out all the rest.

仅此而已。。。 

 

Don't be afraid

别害怕,
I've taken my beating, I've shared what i made

我已超越了我自己。我分享所创造的一切。
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through

我表面上坚强,但不总是如此;
I've never been perfect, but neither have you

我从不完美,你也一样。
so if you're asking me, I want you to know

如果你问我,我想让你知道。

 

when my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

当我离开人世,原谅我所做的一切。

help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

为我省略那些不需要的理由。
don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

别再恨我。当你感到空虚,
keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

将我封存在你的记忆。仅此而已。
leave out all the rest.

仅此而已。。。 

 

forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well

忘了吧,所有你曾完美掩藏在心底的伤痛;
pretending someone else can come and save me from myself

假装着,有人会穿越我的身躯真正地拯救我。

I can't be who you are

我无法成为你啊!

 

when my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

当我离开人世,原谅我所做的一切。

help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

为我省略那些不需要的理由。
don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

别再恨我。当你感到空虚,
keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

将我封存在你的记忆。仅此而已。
leave out all the rest.

仅此而已。。。 

 

forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well

忘了吧,所有你曾完美掩藏在心底的伤痛;
pretending someone else can come and save me from myself

假装着,有人会穿越我的身躯真正地拯救我。

I can't be who you are

我无法成为你啊!
I can't be who you are

我无法成为你啊。。。。

 

 

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这是对全人类的爱与关怀,这是所有孤独灵魂的忏悔和救赎。

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[放弃]GIVEN UP

 

waking to sweat again

再一次冒着汗惊醒,

another day's been laid to waste
in my disgrace

又一天在我的耻辱与苦恼中被浪费。
stuck in my head again

再一次困在头脑中,
feels like i'll never leave this place

仿佛我永远也无法离开这个地方。
there's no escape

没有逃离的出口,

i'm my own worst enemy

我是自己最棘手的敌人。

 

i've given up...

我已经放弃,
i'm sick of feeling

我厌倦了生存。
is there nothing you can say?

无论你说什么都无法改变。
take this all away

快拿走这一切,
i'm suffocating!

我就快窒息
tell me what the fuck is
wrong with me!

告诉我,我到底TMD是怎么了?

 

i don't know what to take

我不知该抓住什么,
thought i was focused but i'm scared

一想到我被关注着,就使我害怕,
i'm not prepared

我并没有准备好。
i hyperventilate

我拼命地大口呼吸,
looking for hope somehow somewhere

想要找寻哪怕一丝帮助,
and no one cares / but you don't care

但却没人在意。/但你却毫不在意。

i'm my own worst enemy

我是自己最棘手的敌人。

 

i've given up...

我已经放弃,
i'm sick of feeling

我厌倦了生存。
is there nothing you can say?

无论你说什么都无法改变。
take this all away

快拿走这一切,
i'm suffocating!

我就快窒息
tell me what the fuck is
wrong with me!

告诉我,我到底TMD是怎么了?

 

god

上帝啊

put me out of my misery

让我离开我已厌倦的不幸与悲伤吧。
put me out of my misery

让我离开我已厌倦的不幸与悲伤吧。
put me out of my...

让我离开。。。

put me out of my fucking misery!

让我离开我那该死的不幸与悲伤吧!!!

 

i've given up...

我已经放弃,
i'm sick of feeling

我厌倦了生存。
is there nothing you can say?

无论你说什么都无法改变。
take this all away

快拿走这一切,
i'm suffocating!

我就快窒息
tell me what the fuck is
wrong with me!

告诉我,我到底TMD是怎么了?


 

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何时才能劈开混沌,重新开始一切?

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[不再悲伤]NO MORE SORROW

 

Are you lost, In your lies?

你在你的谎言中迷失了吗? 
Do you tell yourself, I don't realize?

你是否还妄图自欺:我还没有察觉?
Your crusade's a disguise

你的游说是一种伪装。
Replace freedom with fear,

恐惧代替了自由,
You trade money for lives.

你用金钱交换生命。
I'm aware of what you've done.

我已意识到你都做了些什么。


No, no more sorrow.

不,不再悲伤。
I've paid for your mistakes.

我已为你的错误付出了代价。
Your time is borrowed.

你的时间已被透支。
Your time has come to be replaced.

你的时代就快被取代。


I see pain, I see need.

我看见痛苦,我看见需要。
I see liars and thieves,

我看见骗子和小偷
Abuse power with greed.

贪婪地滥用职权。

I had hope, I believed.

我曾希望,我曾相信。
But I'm beginning to think

但现在我开始思考

that I've been deceived.

我是否被欺骗蒙蔽?
You will pay for what you've done.

你会为你所做的付出代价。


No, no more sorrow.

不,不再悲伤。
I've paid for your mistakes.

我已为你的错误付出了代价。
Your time is borrowed.

你的时间已被透支。
Your time has come to be replaced.

你的时代就快被取代。


Thieves and hypocrites.

贼和伪君子!!!

Thieves and hypocrites.

贼和伪君子!!!

Thieves and hypocrites.

贼和伪君子!!!


No, no more sorrow.

不,不再悲伤。
I've paid for your mistakes.

我已为你的错误付出了代价。
Your time is borrowed.

你的时间已被透支。
Your time has come to be replaced.

你的时代就快被取代。


No, no more sorrow.

不,不再悲伤。
I've paid for your mistakes.

我已为你的错误付出了代价。
Your time is borrowed.

你的时间已被透支。
Your time has come to be replaced.

你的时代就快被取代。
Your time has come to be replaced.

你的时代就快被取代。
Your time has come to be erased.

你的时代就要被彻底瓦解!!!!!!!


 

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永远不要沉沦于世俗的庸碌之中。
你,是我床头的觉醒剂!是我前行的警世钟!

 

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[支离破碎]In Pieces

 

===殇舟梦回。夜凉若水===

===皓月当空。墨蘸心头===

 

telling me to go

说着让我走,

but hands beg me to stay

双手却企求我留。
your lips say that you love

你的唇吐着爱,
your eyes say that you hate

你的眸说着恨。

 

there's truth in your lies, doubt in your faith

你的谎言里有真实,自信里有怀疑。
what you build, you lay to waste

你所构建的一切都崩塌着浪费。
there's truth in your lies, doubt in your faith

你的谎言里有真实,自信里有怀疑。

all I've gots what you didn't take

我所拥有的是你无法得到的。

 

so I...
I won't be the one
be the one to leave this, in pieces

所以我,我不会成为那个任它支离破碎着离开的人。
and you...
you will be alone...

至于你,你会独自一人,
alone with all your secrets, and regrets

独自一人去面对你所有的秘密和遗憾。
don't lie

别不承认。

 

you promised me the sky

你向我承诺天空,
then tossed me like a stone

随后又将我像石块般抛弃。
you wrapped me in your arms

你用臂膀揽我入怀,
and chill me to the bone

然后将我冻得寒彻心扉。

 

there's truth in your lies, doubt in your faith

你的谎言里有真实,自信里有怀疑。

all I've gots what you didn't take

我所拥有的是你无法得到的。

 

so I...
I won't be the one
be the one to leave this, in pieces

所以我,我不会成为那个任它支离破碎着离开的人。
and you...
you will be alone...

至于你,你会独自一人,
alone with all your secrets, and regrets

独自一人去面对你所有的秘密和遗憾。
don't lie

别不承认。

 

 

so I...
I won't be the one
be the one to leave this, in pieces

所以我,我不会成为那个任它支离破碎着离开的人。
and you...
you will be alone...

至于你,你会独自一人,
alone with all your secrets, and regrets

独自一人去面对你所有的秘密和遗憾。
don't lie

别不承认。

 

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那个自暴自弃、支离破碎的顽固少年啊,你曾那么美丽。
如今是否已经破罐破摔着彻底老去了呢?

 

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[情人节]valentine's day

 

my insides all turn to ash, so slow

我的灵魂全部化为灰烬,缓慢地。
and blew away as I collapsed, so cold

被袭卷一般我崩溃了,那么寒冷。
a black wind took them away, from sight

一阵黑风将他们从视线中夺走。
and now the darkness over day, that night

那一夜,让黑暗笼罩白昼。

 

and the clouds above moved closer

天上的云雾匍匐着逼近我,
looking so dissatisfied

表情如此压抑。
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

但那无情的风依旧呼啸着,呼啸着。。。

 

I used to be my own protection, but not now

我曾封闭着保护自己,但现在不是了。 
'cause my path has lost direction, somehow

因为我的生活轨道失去了方向,不知怎么的。
a black wind took you away, from sight

一阵黑风将你从视线中夺走。
and now the darkness over day, that night

那一夜,让黑暗笼罩白昼。

 

and the clouds above moved closer

天上的云雾匍匐着逼近我,
looking so dissatisfied

表情如此压抑。
and the ground below grew colder

脚下的土地转凉了,
as they put you down inside

好似他们将你埋下那般。
but the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing

但那无情的风依旧呼啸着,呼啸着。。。

 

so now you're gone

现在你已离去,
and I was wrong

我才意识到错了。
I never knew what it was like to be alone....

我从不曾知道,没有你的情人节,孤独会是什么样的?

on a valentine's day...on a valentine's day
on a valentine's day...on a valentine's day

on a valentine's day...on a valentine's day

没有你的情人节


[i used to be my own protection, but not now]

我曾封闭着保护自己,但现在不是了。
on a valentine's day...on a valentine's day

没有你的情人节
['cause my mind has lost direction, somehow]

因为我的生活轨道失去了方向,不知怎么的。
on a valentine's day...on a valentine's day

没有你的情人节
[i used to be my own protection, but not now]

我曾封闭着保护自己,但现在不是了。
on a valentine's day...on a valentine's day

没有你的情人节
['cause my mind has lost direction, somehow]

因为我的生活轨道失去了方向,不知怎么的。

 

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任何感情都是如此脆弱,而我们在拥有幸福的时候永远不知道去珍惜。

 

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[一日阴霾]shadow of the day

 

I close both locks below the window

我关上了两扇窗,扣紧了。
I close both blinds and turn away

我拉上了两边的窗帘,转身离开。
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple

有时候解决问题并不那么简单。
Sometimes goodbye's the only way

有时候道别是唯一的方法。

And the sun will set for you

为你日落

The sun will set for you

为你日落
And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey

这一日阴霾将整个世界用灰色吞没。
And the sun will set for you

为你日落

In cards and flowers on your window your friends all plead for you to stay

你窗台前的鲜花和卡片上,朋友们祈求能让你留下。
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
有时候开始总是很艰难,

Sometimes goodbye's the only way

有时候道别是唯一的方法。

And the sun will set for you

为你日落
The sun will set for you

为你日落
And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey

这一日阴霾将整个世界用灰色吞没。
And the sun will set for you

为你日落


And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey

这一日阴霾将整个世界用灰色吞没。
And the sun will set for you

为你日落


And the shadow of the day will embrace the world in grey

这一日阴霾将整个世界用灰色吞没。
And the sun will set for you

为你日落

 

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清明小假已经是最后一天了,除了正清明那天的阴雨,其余的日子都很明媚。

但是勿忘逝者,就是对生命的尊重,也是对自己的尊重。

看似绝望而悲伤的曲子,细品回味后,却是对生命的礼赞和拥抱!!  

 

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